When all is said and done
Will we still feel pain inside
WIll these scars go away with night
Stars smile for the morning light

It's like the best dream to have
Where everything is not so bad
Every tear is so alone
Like God himself is coming home

To say I
I can do anything, If you want me here
And I can fix anything, If you'll let me near
Where are those secrets now
That you're just scared to tell
I whisper them all aloud
So you can hear yourself

Dreams were the first sign
The deepest blue, the clearest sky
The silence came with brightest eyes
Like turning water into wine

The children ran to see
The parents stood in disbelief
And those who know braced for the ride
The Earth itself then came alive

To say I
I can do anything, If you want me here
And I can fix anything, If you'll let me near
Where are those secrets now
That you're just scared to tell
I whisper them all aloud
So you can hear yourself

I'm sorry to say it, but you look like you're sad
Your smile is gone, I noticed it bad
The cure's if you let in just a little more love
I promise you this, a little's enough

Angels And Airwaves - A Little's Enough

hari ini ada acara rookie Choice
acaranya di apotek fortuna jalan supratman
berangkat ma Andre
jemput Wenny dulu

nyampe sana belum banyak yang dateng
baru beberapa
justru enak benernya
jadi bisa sosialisasi ngobrol2 gitu deh

hari ini found out kalo Diana 70 tuh single n_n
huahahahaha
tadi sih iseng ngajak ngobrol waktu jam makan siang
dia sendiri kerja di prudential
dan yang pasti minta nomernya n_n

selesai acara anak2 mau pada maen lagi
jadilah kita ke IP
banyak sih cuman kepecah jadi dua karna grup satu emang janjian ma temen2 mereka di luar Choice
jadinya tadi berdelapan
gua, andre, felix, yus, ivan, mel, sylvia, chika

keliling2 trus maen di game center
kebetulan hari ini banget mel ultah
hahaha... anak2 langsung nodong makan2
duh gak enak juga sih
jadinya makan di hokben

btw tadi juga ketemu dahana, berti ma dedenya di foodcourt

hari ini i had so much fun n_n

hari ini maen ke rumah Tatsu Maki
Tatsu Maki itu konsultan desainnya Advance
dapet bimbingan soal nge-layout

berangkat dari kantor jam 9.30
bertiga
gua Aris ma Niko
mu berangkat eeee..... ada mercy slk terbaru parkir disebelah mobil gua
kebanting gitu deh
mobil gua kan cuman honda civic wonder taun 86

Tatsu orangnya menyenangkan
rumahnya sendiri di jalan sudirman
kalo gak salah sih
pokoknya terusan jalan asia afrika
iya jalan sudirman kalo gak salah
dan ada kejutan...
ternyata Tatsu itu sodaraan ma Dian temen smpku n_n
sore itu dia maen ke rumah Tatsu
what a nice surprise hehehe...

pulang dari sana jam 6.30
asik ngobrol tadi n_n

hari ini ampe besok diana maen ke Ciater ma bonyoknya
jadi ya gak bisa ajak maen hehehehe....
perhaps next time n_n

besok sih ada acara Choice
jam 10 pagi
dimulai dengan misa pagi
jameput Wenny dulu
andre bakal ikut gak ya?
ingetin buat kontak dia besok

nite....

wooo...
hari ini gajian
gaji pertamaku
senangnya
walau tak banyak tapi yah ...
gaji pertama geto loh n_n

otw home ada sms balesan dari Diana
wah ngeliat ada kesempatan nih
aku ajak keluar
cuek aja deh
nekad n_n
ee dia mau
sekalian dia ambil foto di Jonas

ketemuan di Jonas
terus pake mobilku ke Road Cafe
mobilnya ditinggal di Jonas
chit chat lah sambil makan n_n
so fun....
terus ya anter balik ke Jonas
dia gak bisa pulang malem2

hari ini cukup menyenangkan n_n
lebih dari cukup mungkin hehehehe....

aa....
a very wonderful weekend
ikutan weekend Choice
dapet pencerahan nih

benernya dari dulu dah disuruh kakak buat ikutan
tapi males
kemaren temen mudika ngajakin
ya udah
mumpung ada temen

gak nyesel gua ikutan
pokoknya bermamfaat banget buat gua
hehehehe....
bukannya promosi nih
tapi kalo kalian ikutan Choice boleh juga tuh

jumat jam 3 berangkat dari Katedral naek mobil Ko Steve
jemput suster Hermine dulu
kloter pertama yang dateng
semobil ama beberapa temen baru
gak banyak ngobrol gua
belum pada kenal

enak deh
dapet kenalan baru
pengalaman baru
dan itu dia
tersadarkan hehehehe.....

selesai acara lumayan banyak kejutan
ternyata kenalan2 lama ada yang duluan ikutan Choice
how nice meeting old friends

selesai acara pada makan2 dulu di RM Wibisana di surya sumantri
makan bareng2 anak2 Choice berbagai angkatan
fun banget n_n

oke...
mungkin kalian nanya soal cewek....
well adalah yang narik perhatian gua
cuman dah punya cowok T_T

hahahahaha....

If you love someone, let it go
if it comes back to you, it was truly meant to be

Jika kau mencintai seseorang dan org itu mengkhianatimu janganlah kau bersedih
krn org yg menkhianatimu lebih menyedihkan lg
krn tanpa ia sadari ia telah menyia2kan dirimu yg telah sangat mencintainya

lebih baik kau melihat org yg kau cintai tidak bersamamu lg
daripada kau tetap bersamanya dan melihat ia jenuh dan tidak bahagia..
hanya WAKTU lah yang tahu berapa nilai sesungguhnya dari Cinta itu ...

Kita ada di dunia bukan untuk mencari Seseorang yang sempurna untuk dicintai
TETAPI untuk Belajar Mencintai Orang Yang Tidak Sempurna Dengan Cara Yang Sempurna

Cinta bukan sekedar perasaan,
tapi sebuah komitmen....
Perasaan bisa datang dan pergi begitu saja......

Cinta sejati mendengar apa yang tidak dikatakan....
dan mengerti apa yang tidak dijelaskan,
sebab cinta tidak datang dari bibir dan lidah atau pikiran.........
melainkan dari HATI

cinta adalah ketika kamu meneteskan air mata dan masih peduli terhadapnya..
cinta adalah ketika dia tidak mempedulikanmu dan kamu masih menunggunya dengan setia..
dan ketika dia mencintai org lain kamu masih bisa berkata aku turut bahagia utk kamu...

itulah cinta dimana merupakan proses kesempatan mencari yang terbaik diantara pilihan yang ada...
maka justru mengurangi kesempatan untuk mendapatkannya ketika kita mengejar kesempurnaan,
maka justru sia-sialah waktu dalam mendapatkannya...

semoga bisa menemukan ranting yang paling menakjubkan dalam hidup kita...
dan menyimpannya untuk seterusnya dalam sisa hidup kita...

God Bless Us All

not a very good weekend
yang seharusnya gua bisa nikmatin hari libur kerja..
gua malah kena demam
sial bener

jadi ya sepanjang sabtu gua tiduran di kamar
untungnya ya hari ini dah baikan
benernya sih mestinya gak kemana2 dulu
tapi tadi malah ikut ke graha manggala siliwangi ma fam
ada pameran buku
gua beli 2 buku
buku corel draw ma photoshop

tadi sore akhirnya "ketemu" juga ma diana
tanda kutip soalnya ketemu di YM
biasanya berbalas e-mail lewat friendster

hari ini benernya asik banget buat nonton tv
sayangnya gua kalah ma nyokap yang pengen nonton apapun itu
hari ini ada motoGP ama F1

minggu baru nih
jia you greg !
jangan lupa besok ke katedral jam 6.30 pm buat briefing acara choice
dah ya..
mau bobo
bubye

n_n

mungkin cuman kebetulan aja sih
tapi kok semua cashier Circle K yang cewek judes2 ya?
gak ramah gitu deh
selalu seperti itu
jauh ma cashier yang cowok

anyway
hari ini gak banyak yang bisa diceritain sih
tadi sore cobain internet di kantor tapi koneksinya lagi kacau
log in YM keluar masuk mulu
repot dah
akhirnya berenti aja
sorean lagi taunya dah bagus koneksinya

sebelum pulang tadi ke borma setiabudi
beli casing cd ma disc holder

besok benernya kantor diliburin
komputer kantor mau diinstall ulang
tapi kayaknya besok mau ke kantor aja
mau sekalian belajar LAN
sorenya sih gak tau mau ngapain

sampai besok n_n

I am terrified of all things,
Frightened of the dark, I am.

You are taller than a mountain,
Deeper than the sea, You are.

Hold me, Hold me
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.

I was closer to you back then,
I was happier, I was.

You are fading further from me,
Why don't you come home to me?

Hold me, Hold me,
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.

I am cold, I am Cold,
Hold Me

(Weezer - Hold Me)

pagi ke bank dulu
bikin buku tabungan baru
yang lama dah penuh

terus ke circle k dago
parkir di superindo sih
mampir aquarius dulu
damn... kaset harganya dah 25 ribu

beli capuchino ma roti
belum sarapan soalnya
nyantai dulu di mobil
ngemil sambil minum kopi n_n

tadi transfer uang ke orang choice
make accunt joezer
sama2 bca sih
thanx Jo !
semoga cepat sembuh ya kepalanya n_n

thanx juga buat niko
gua hari ini di kantor belajar banyak
belajar memperbaiki tampilan gambar
belajar komposisi warna
belajar posisi objek di sebuat halaman

i learn a lot !
thanx Advance

nyokap lagi jalan2 nih ke bali ma ibu2 gereja lingkungan ujung berung
kemaren minggu berangkat
ampe kapan ya?
gak tau deh
yang jelas soal makanan emang jadi rada ribet

gua sendiri masih harus belajar bangun pagi
rada tertolong jam kantor yang fleksibel
tadi aja masuk kantor jam 11
shame on you Greg !!!!

dah kerja jadi gak punya waktu tuk bengong
bagus lah
jadi gak mikirin seseorang
yah you know who n_n
walau sekarang dah gak terlalu sih

yah...
masih suka atau tidak
masih cinta atau tidak
kita berdua cuman temen

move on..!

Boku no Tegami (My Letter) by ZONE

Unable to straightly say I love you
I gaze up at the stars in the night sky
Maybe to say it to you is impossible
But now I'm writing a letter for you

Genki desuka? Boku wa genki desu
After that ordinary daily line
Upon the trembling pen over the tear soaked paper
The sun silently rise

On the way home, only the two of us
Where should conversation started from, I don't know
Strange isn't it?
The moon, look! Today it seems bigger

Truth is, there's something I wanted to say to you
Looking up (at the moon) beside me
But the moment our eyes met
I lost all my self confidence

Only this I can say, thoughI love you more than anyone else in the world
Though I'm a coward and shamefull
This one dream I have
People underestimate and laugh at me
But I still believe in this path

Maybe now I'm no match for you
I'm a dimly lit star
But surely I'll show that I'm shining
That time, I'll be able to tell you

Every day, looking into the mirror
It reflects a pathetic figure
No mater how many time I try
It always ends up with the untouched phone

Only this I can say, thoughI love you more than anyone else in the world
If only I had a little bit more courage so I can change
If only I'm a bit more cool
It'll be better

Even so, you always smile a friendly smile at me
The only one who believes in my dream

I guess it's only the men
who get fucked now and again
we take our chicks to the mall
we waited, parking stalls

and when we come home too late
she's pissed that she had to wait
and my excuse not to call
it never worked at all

Time to wake up
where's your daughter
hurts to break up
she was stronger
all my friends say
please don't love her
what did I gain
now I miss her so

I used to hate the lipstick
it stained and tasted so sick
the pantyhose and the bras
she threw on my guitars

shit, fuck, I made a mistake
I thought I needed a break
the truth is I'm such a dick
it's broke and can't be fixed

Time to wake up
where's your daughter
hurts to break up
she was stronger
all my friends say
please don't love her
what did I gain
now I miss her so

If you want to call it a heartache
then I should regret those things
I miss her

if you want the pain to go away
better suck up your pride
admit you lost her

let her go
move on
let her go
move on
let her go

(blink182 - time to break up)

i get home from work and you're still standing in your dressing gown well what am i to do?
i know all the things around your head and what they do to you.

what are we coming to?
what are we gonna do?

blame it on the black star
blame it on the falling sky
blame it on the satellite that beams me home

the troubled words of a troubled mind i try to understand what is eating you
i try to stay awake but its 58hrs since that i last slept with you

what are we coming to?
i just don't know anymore

i get on the train and I just stand about now that i don't think of you
i keep falling over i keep passing out when i see a face like you

what am i coming to?
im gonna melt down

(Radiohead - Black Star)

aaaaa....
jerman juara tiga
boleh lah
plus kalo bisa Klose dapet sepatu emas
podolski dah duluan dapet best young player
Kahn semalem mainnya bagus
sebel ronaldo... tukang diving!

anyway
dah 3 hari ini kerja
jam biologisnya belum nyesuaiin
pulang rumah rasanya capek berat hehehe...
ntar juga biasa

kabar baik juga buat dahana
ketrima di citibank
walau waiting list dan harus jadi salesnya
kabar buruk justru dari audra
dia kena tipes
hari jumat dikabarin dahana
hari ini ma dahana rencananya mau jenguk audra

kemaren abis dari kantor ketemu yunita
ngasih cd pesenan
terus makan di paskal square
paskal mulu greg ?!
disana yunita bilang tadinya pengen ke IP terus makan di road's cafe
yah.. kok gak dari awal ngomongnya?

pulang cepet
yah gak enak ma bonyoknya ma cowoknya
tapi di jalan pulang dia diem mulu
must be something i said
oh well...

jadi ya di rumah aja deh
nelpon mitha
nonton jerman vs portugal
game selesai jam 4an
bete juga soalnya penyerahan medali gak diliatin
sctv payah !
bangun2 jam 11
n_n

Since you've been gone I've been lonely
Longing to be with you only
Maybe there's still is a way
I could find you and say.. just how I feel

I can't believe that it's over
Wished somehow I could have showed her
All that was inside my heart 'stead of playing the games
You might have stayed..

(Funny just the other night).. I was thinking
(I wondered if you ever think).. about me
(I call you on the phone).. there's no answer

Oh well.. There's still tomorrow
Oh well.. I'll try again
Oh well.. Maybe just maybe..

Since you've been gone I've been lonely
Longing to be with you only
If there's a way I could beg you to stay
Would you please.. Stay with me?

(I was thinking maybe I).. could come over
(Hoping that we could finally).. work this out
(Even if tonight) .. we don't dont find an answer

Oh well... There's still tomorrow
Oh well.. I'll try again
Oh well.. Maybe just maybe...

If I had another chance
We would stand hand in hand
You'd be my girl
I'd be your man

Oh well.. maybe just maybe we can

I still call you on the phone.. still no answer..
Maybe later on I'll try.. one more time or
Am I just a fool? To keep trying..

Oh well.. There's still tomorrow
Oh well.. A fool's what I am
Oh well.. Maybe just maybe..

Oh still there's still tomorrow
Ohhh well Maybe just maybe..
See if I bend on my knees and give you all of me

Oh well there's still tomorrow
Oh well I'll try again
Oh well.. please.. just maybe

Since you've been gone.. I've been lonely..

(Oh Well - Boys II Men)

damn...
Jerman kalah !
piala dunia gak asik lagi
moga2 Klose dapet sepatu emas

oh well
satu dua minggu ini bener2 minggu yang "sibuk" buat gua
pergi nonton
nganterin kakak ma temen2 mudika nonton
Tante maen ke bandung
bolak-balik ke paskal square
CD pulang ke bandung
maen ma Yunita
dan tentu saja..
mulai kerja!

CD lagi ambil cuti panjang
jadi dia bisa pulang dulu ke indonesia
di ausie dia dah permanent residence
makanya dia dah jarang pulang ke indo

karaoke terus makan di paskal
bisa dibilang gua makan banyak malam itu
pesen nasi campur
baso tahu
pangsit goreng
martabak manis
perut dah mau meledak
terus ya anter2 pulang seperti biasa

dah berapa kali ya gua ke paskal square?
beberapa kali deh dalam 2 minggu terakhir
ma sha2 dkk tiga kali gitu
ma kakak malem minggu kemaren beli milkshake
ma CD dkk
ma fam ma tante
pesennya selalu nasi campur n_n
oya, terakhir kesana ketemu Mamo ma Echa

kemaren ke DS
janjian ma Andi mau ngasih CD 3Ds Max
tapi gua telat bangun
jadinya telat nyampe DS
dan ternyata Andi pulang duluan hahahaha...
gua kelamaan sih
telat 1 jam

malemnya gua mau nonton Jerman vs Itali
taunya ketiduran
bangunnya kesiangan pula
jadinya CDnya gua titipin aja
terus aku ke BTC
nge-drop tas punyanya Sha2

di jalan Yunita telpon
soal lowongan kerja
aku ajak lunch
kita ke baso enggal
terus beli amplop di balubur
terus beli moccachino di circle k dago
terus ke kota kembang beli dvd FF Tokyo Drift
bokap pengen nonton soalnya

dan hari ini aku mulai kerja
tugas pertama bikin poster iklan majalah
ama bikin halaman fan's art
cuman rada repot cari parkir mobil
soalnya daerah unpar sih

sekarang lagi sepi soalnya lagi semester padat
coba kalo semester biasa
bisa setengah mati cari parkir
jadi pengen punya motor
biar gak repot cari parkiran

tadi sih naruh mobil di rumah Joezer
pas pulang ada sepupu Joezer
namanya Diana
seumuran
kedokteran maranatha
lagi koas
kawaii !!!!!!!!!!!!!

baru sekarang nih isi blog
jadi ya lupa deh tentang detil2
yah kira2 begitulah hidup gua dalam 2 minggu terakhir
moga2 ke depan gua baik2 aja
makin sukses ma pekerjaan gua

JIA YOU Greg !

oh my....
it's july already

so far so good for me
german goes to the final 4
went to movie with bella on monday
over the hedge and the fast and the furious tokyo drift
two movie in a row in one day

watched superman returns with yunita and her cousin grace
was it on thursday?
she called and i asked her out

hangin' out with my friends at pasir kaliki square
3 times in a week
can you believe that
well i think i'm starting to like that place

last night i went there with my sister
just to buy milkshake
couldn't find a place to sit
oh well..
at least we got the milkshake

right now i'm preparing my cv
send it to advanced magazine
wondering is there something i miss on my cv
wish me luck guys
i really need it

wanna make some money of my own
build a career
gain respect from others
prove myself and others that i'm not the one who can be under estimated

it's been a while since i write using english
how is it?