Yamazaki Masayoshi - One More Time, One More Change

What must i lose to be forgiven?
How much pain must i endure if i want to meet you?
One more time, season please don't change
One more time, to the time when we were having fun

I'm always the first person to break when we disagree
Your selfishness makes me love you more
One more chance, i was stopped by memories
One more chance, i don't want to choose another place

I'm always searching everywhere for your figure
Our meeting platform, the black alley window
Even though i know you won't be there
If my wish is granted, i will be by your side

There's nothing i can't do
I will risk everything to embrace you

If only to divert sadness, anyone will do
It's likely a star is falling tonight, i won't pretend anymore
One more time, season please don't change
One more time, to the time when we were having fun

I'm always searching everywhere for your figure
At the intersection, in my dream
Even though i know you won't be there
If there is a miracle, i want to show you it right now

The new morning, the new me
Even the word "love" that i couldn't say to you

summer memories are spinning around me
heartbeats that have suddenly stopped

I'm always searching everywhere for your figure
The city at down, in Sakuragi
Even though i know you won't come here
If my wish is granted, i will be by your side

There's nothing i can't do
I will risk everything to embrace you

I'm always searching everywhere for pieces of you
In the shop at my destination, in the corner of the newspaper
Even though i know you won't be there
If there is a miracle, i want to show you it right now

The new morning, the new me
Even the word "love" that i couldn't say to you

I always end up searching everywhere for your smile
At the express train railroad crossing
Even though i know you won't be there
If i could repeat my life, i would be by your side forever

There's nothing else i want
Besides you, my important person

I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
where I would impress you
with every single word I said
Would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming
and you'd want to call me
And I would be there every time
you'd need me
I'd be there every time

But for now I'll look so longingly
waiting...
For you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me

And my hopes are so high
that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me
so I die happy

My heart is yours to fill or burst
to break or bury
or wear as jewelery
which ever you prefer

but Sharp disaster in my sight
Was it worth it when it was over
Proving myself right
I'd make the biggest noise
I'd lock my hands behind my head
I'd cover my heart and hit the deck
I'd brace myself for the impact

It's a long wait for an answer
Is there any news worth loving for
Is there any word worth lying for
Or a struggle worth waiting for

The Used - Smother Me

Let me be the one who calls you baby All the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Let me be the one who never leaves You all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own (leaves me all alone)
Hold me too tight stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time(all the time)

When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made Your heart break
Still I need you here with me
So Baby I’m, Baby I'm here

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me(smother me)
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?(don’t let me be alone)

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
the one who calls you baby.

dah lama banget gak nulis disini, dah sebulan lebih, banyak banget cerita.
Konnas berjalan dengan lancar, sukses lah, yang pasti makin membuat kita2 temen2 choice makin deket, bekerja sama, nangis bersama, ngelembur bersama, buanyak lah... ada yang berantem lah tapi semuanya karna kita peduli ma Konnas semuanya justru mempererat kita.
walau bikin sibuk banget tapi syukur juga ada Konnas n_n

Konnas sendiri buat gua perjuangan, masalah kantor, masalah pribadi, berat banget...
seminggu sebelum Konnas gua panik, sehari sebelum Konnas gua resign, banyak lah masalahnya, malah inget banget hari itu gua mau nginep di Wisma Syalom buat nyiapin tempat, taunya mobil gua mogok, ama Tuhan ampe dicobain berat gitu n_n

Stef akhirnya pacaran juga ma Rena he3....
gua juga dapet pacar sih hi5.....
namanya Yuli, dia dari Choice distrik Manado
4 hari kenalan, trus pdkt bla3... yah semuanya lancar2 aja ampe akhirnya sama2 nyatain perasaan hu3....

selama Konnas ada momen yang buat gua trenyuh, lagi misa penutup temen2 paduan suara nyanyiin lagu Karna Aku Kau Cinta, tau gak lagunya? well, itu lagu bikin perasaan gua "kacau balau", bener2 bagus temen2 nyanyiinnya, ampe bikin gua... ehm.. nangis... bravo guys... nyanyian kalian bagus banget ^_^

sekarang dah sebulan lebih, dah gak kerasa dah mau weekend lagi, seperti biasa dah ada kejutan lagi, ada temen2 yang ternyata ikutan n_n
inget sebulan lalu yang rada ogah buat rapat teknis persiapan weekend gara2 baru aja beres Konnas, tapi yah semua selalu menyenangkan n_n

bulan2 ini juga banyak yang ultah, gua, San2, Stef,di rumah Anne, Catherine, Steve, pada bikin acara kejutan he5... termasuk gua n_n
gua dah minta jangan ada kejutan, ultahnya digabung aja ma ultah Catherine, taunya.... nice friends... ^_^