tadi siang pas lagi nge-pel ada telpon
nyokap yang ngangkat
dari Lianess, Digital Studio
katanya nilai di sertifikatku ada yang salah

gua dah nebak
kayaknya yang nilai D deh
nilai animasi 2
ternyata bener hehehe....
nilainya benernya C
even better
ternyata nilai video and effect salah juga
benernya B tapi ditulis C

senangnya
abis tuh nilai D ganggu banget

Anything for you
Though you're not here
Since you said we're through
It seems like years
Time keeps draggin on and on
And forever's been and gone
Still I can't figure what went wrong

I'd still do anything for you
I'll play your game
You hurt me through and through
But you can have your way
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though you'll never see me cryin'
You know inside I feel like dying

And I'd do anything for you
In spite of it all
I've learned so much from you
You made me strong
But don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

I hope you find somone to please you
Somone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

And I'd do anything for you
I'll give you up
If that's what I should do To make you happy
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though inside I feel like dying

You know you'll never see me crying
Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

(Anything For You - Gloria Estefan)

hari ini janjian ma Bella mu nonton
rencana awal jemput dia di itb
dia mau revisi skripsi
ternyata ketemu dosen pembimbing diundur
jadinya besok

jemput di rumahnya jam 2an
nonton di bsm
nomat btw
nonton Over The Hedge yang jam 15.45
sambi nunggu kita puter2 bsm
beli makanan di giant

bis nonton OTH gua ngajakin nonton The Fast And The Furious Tokyo Drift
kali ini gua yang bayarin
dia mau aja he3...
ya udah
kita langsung beli tiket dan langsung masuk

dua2nya bagus filmnya
khusus TFATF Tokyo drift..
jauh lebih baik dibanding yang kedua
sama kayak yang pertama..
ceritanya lebih menarik lah

jadi memang gak cuman mikirin mobil2nya

mobil2nya kurang atraktif di Tokyo Drift

yang penting puas nontonnya n_n

setelah berusaha ngeyakinin kalo gak apa2
hari sabtu siang Yunita maen ke rumah
nge-print lamaran kerja ma attach cv
wajar sih kalo dia rada takut
sebelum ke rumah, kita makan baso rudal dulu n_n

sorenya sekeluarga dan keluarga2 temennya bonyok makan2
makan2 di suki garden the valley
makanan jepang all you can eat
cuman kataku lebih enak di Hanamasa deh...

bis makan kita ke rumah tante susan
rumahnya di dago pakar
dari depan rumah bisa ngeliat the valley
bis itu pada bubaran

minggu malem ke kawinannya sinta
diajak yunita ke gereja dulu
makan dulu di McD soalnya yunita belum makan dari siang
terus jemput lucy

disana ketemu temen2 lama
how fun !
Lisna, Frans, Koko, Liana, Vety, Paulus, Cahyo, dll
tuker2an nomer hp
ngobrol
bla bla bla bla
sampai waktunya harus pulang... T_T

In some case to forget about someone we need another someone
However we cannot lying to ourself that we still love that someone
Sometimes you force yourself to find someone else
Sometimes you say you're not love him/her anymore
That's an easy thing to do
But it leaves a deep pain afterwards
I still do that

Still dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
What an emotion they stir

The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall

My heart is crushed by a former love
Do you know what it feels like being alone?
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

Just as you thought your problems were gone
Just as you thought things were getting better

Carry me..
Bury me...

Standing here
Wasting my time
Watching those people

Try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
I'll try with all my heart

On the top of the world
Sitting here wishing
Something is missing

What do i know
Seems that i have found nothing at all
Just myself here on the edge

I want to hear your voice out loud
But please slow it down
I'm choking on nothing

It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

Sharp disaster and it's still fresh
Is it worth it when it is over
Is it really over?

Proving myself right
Proving she was right
I'd make the biggest noise

Should I lock my hands behind my head
Should I cover my heart and hit the deck
Or brace myself for the impact ?

It's a long wait for an answer
Is there anything worth waiting for?
Is there any word worth lying for?

I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
Where I would impress you
With every single word I said

Would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming
And you'd want to call me
And I would be there every time

you'd need me
I'd be there every time
But for now...
I'll look so longingly
Waiting...

For you to want me
for you to need me
for you to notice me

My shattered dreams And broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else

Now i sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do

But have one last cry
One last cry Before i leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind

This time
Stop living a lie
I guess i'm down to my last cry
Cry........

(a piece of Brian McNight's One Last Cry)

"Yunita dah kenal n deket ma co ini b4 kenal ma lo
bkn dia terlalu cepet punya cowok lagi,
cuman dulu Yunita terlalu cepet ngambil keputusan jadian ma lo"

Aku pikir aku tahu semuanya
Aku pikir dia mengatakan yang sebenarnya
I guess i was a mistake

Hari ini Yunita ultah
gak undang ke rumahnya makan2
yah ngerti sih kenapa
fyi sampai detik ini gua belum pernah ketemu ortu Yunita secara langsung

pagi ini ditelpon Audra
katanya ada hal penting yang pengen dia kasih tau
katanya sekalian ajak Rini ma Dahono
sayangnya Dahono gak bisa dateng
janjian di BSM jam 1

ternyata....
Audra sudah dilamar !
dia ma Kevin bakal married tahun depan
tanggal 7 bulan 7 tahun 2007

minggu depan Sinta married
Giri kemaren2 tunangan
waduh...
mana semua undangannya tertulis
"Gregorius Krishna & Yunita"
oh well...

Happy Birthday Yunita n_n

They say "If you love someone, let them go... "
They failed to mention that it would hurt like hell...

They say "That which does not kill you, makes you stronger... "
They didn't say anything about the pain... The scars...

They say "Love hurts... "
Well, yeah, but they didn't say that it would be this much...

I believe in unconditional love, that it should be given freely...
But sometimes I wonder...
Is it wrong to hope for something in return?
Is it wrong to hope for something more than friendship?
Is it wrong to believe that it's worth fighting for?

Is it wrong, when somebody says "I hope you find someone better than me." to answer "But you ARE the best." ?

Is it wrong, when somebody says "I'm not worth the trouble, the pain." to answer "But you are worth even MORE than that." ?

Is it wrong, when somebody says "Go on with your life." to answer "Sure... But I want YOU to be a part of it." ?

Is it wrong, when somebody says "I'm afraid it'll hurt you even more." to answer "So be it. That's a price I pay GLADLY." ?

I don't think I will ever be able to ask...
To demand...
But is it wrong, to HOPE?

When you love someone
And you love them with your heart,
It never disappears

When you are apart
And when you love someone you've done all you can do,
You set them free
And it that love was true

When you love someone
It will all come back to you

(yeahhh.. they never mention about the pain !!!!!!!!!)

today is June 17th

suppose to be our 7th
but there will be no anniversary for today
from today..

hari ini bokap belum sembuh juga
sakit panas dan kadang perut gak enak rasanya
malah kadang muntah
kemaren aku saranin ke klinik hari ini
taunya nggak

hari ini ngapain aja ya?
cuci mobil
manasin mobil
donlot, OL, dkk
mandiin my dogs
sempet telpon Yunita
dia lagi di multicom
dia hari ini mulai kerja
cuman hari ini dia rada got bored di kantor

hp nyokap kan rusak
dibenerin di Nokia IP
tapi gak bisa dibenerin
soalnya komputer nokianya lagi rusak
disaranin ke BEC ato gak Setiabudi

gua disuruh ambil ma bokap
jadinya ya udah sore aja sekalian jemput kakak
pas nelpon Yunita iseng aja ngajakin
jadinya tadi bertiga ke IP
ambil hp trus nyokap minta dibeliin J.Co
sebelum pulang makan snack di foodcourt
beli McD
fries, milo, coke, beefburger, chicken spicy burger

just another day....

The Quest

Since the day we broke apart
I search these lands and skies of cotton
Hoping that upon my arrival, you haven't forgotten
What it is I seek, with all my heart

Setelah berhari - hari minim tidur
akhirnya tugas graphic design selesai juga
tiap hari begadang but hey... i can't sleep anyway

gak semuanya aku buat
toh memang gak harus semua dibuat
tadi sore ngumpulin

tadi sekalian jemput kakak
sambil nunggu aku pesen baso
uenak n_n

baso gerobak biasa mangkal di gang deket kantor kakak
langganan kakakku juga
pesen campur.. 4000 ribu perak
beneran deh enak!
kayaknya kalo nunggu kakak gua bakal pesen baso deh
huahuahahahaha.......

ok...
rencana jangka pendek
buat cv baik digital maupun non digital
rencana jangka pendek agak jauh ya kirim2 lamaran dunk
rencana jangka pendek yang jauhnya ya kerja

pengen belajar actionscript flash nih
musti rajin ngulik juga

n_n

Do It For Me Now - Angels And Airwaves

I'm frightened tonight and the wind has a roar
It seeps through the hall and from under the door
like the shit that was said could take it that well

I give and I give and I give and I give and I'm still
Lost in heart and bumped in from the love that's been starved
I know I've got close but I'm sure it's too far
from the point of suspence we know it should be

the end of the part of my favorite movie
Where the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand
and says take me away from this tourturous land
cause the grave is set up, The hole that I dug

I gave and I gave and I gave and I gave you my trust
everytime that we kissed and you gave me a lie
To add to the scene you pretended to cry
But I'm here and I'm cool the way that it is
Just give me a chance and I'll try to forgive

And I don't know, and I can't guess if we're gonna be ok
But now, my last wish is that you'll do this with me
kiss me here and hold my hand
let me feel like I'm the only one
I know you can, won't you do it for me now?

I've really had it with the rain and the tears
the predictable storm that has come every year
and it speaks and for sure with the bat in it's hand

I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I can't
You're a theif and a witch but I love you to death
You steal my heart and curse under your breath
but the one thing that I can most willingly prove
that when you are gone I'll be fine without you

And I don't know, and I can't guess if we're gonna be ok
But now, my last wish is that you'll do this with me
kiss me here and hold my hand
let me feel like I'm the only one
I know you can, won't you do it for me now?

Now just hold on, hold on to me